II Chill.

Well, I need to just chill the phuck out. Relax w/ some good music and a tall, tall, tall, Yao Ming tall ass drink. Nah I need a pitcher of Blue Muhfukka, lol. So I been listenin to the live version of Lupe Fiasco's "Paris, Tokyo" Shit is just so smooth with the live band.



Everybody. I remember hearin this shit and bein amazed, it worked really well. Bentley, Kanye and Andre 3000 need to do more shit now! Make a album out of that shit lol.



Throw in some old Tribe Called Quest, and these simple ingredients:



Gimme tons of those... along with more (yeah im too lazy to find pictures lol) and im GOOD. Good Music and Drinks... what more could u ask for?

Gone wit my alcoholic ass.... So... WHEN WE DRINKIN AGAIN?! lol

Sometimes in life, Crazy = Good

Crazy = Good. I was searching thru youtube videos and found this randomly... This is a segment from Mayorga vs Forrest II. Crazy ass fight.... watching that i remember goin crazy, cause Mayorga just snapped, and ate bout 5 solid punches like it was nothing, no care at all. Thats how life is... sometimes u just snap and lose all reason to care. So thats why Im not worried, cause im angry (again... yeah im back to that after about a 2 hr anger/crazy break) Snapping then unleashing your fury against all that wish to destroy your life and kill your joy. Oh so necessary.

The Old Me Is Dead.

"There’s something bout dude that makes bad shit worse..." (c) Joe Budden


So yeah... had a nice Blue Muhfukka the size of your head (thanx to Marcus) and honestly i was drunk... empty stomach plus a 32 oz drink filled 4/5ths full of just liquor (and others) = DONE!


Its like 12 liquors in 1...(Cept mine was waaay bigger)^^ Yessir (c) Pharrell

Now... time to address the above statement.

Yeah.. honestly I died a looooooooooooooooong time ago... and got tired wit my Jabbawockee ass mask I been carryin wit me these past couple of months.

Ive heard from more than 1 person that they want the sweet, caring me back.... yeah that one died bout a 1 1/2- 2 months ago...

^It'd look like that. :D

Here Lies:
Larry LaMorris Page II
(August 31, 1986- June 20, July 12, August 5, Yout get the idea, 2008)

I can prolly say it started with the seasons of DuckTales episodes. But thats not the entire story. After holding my tongue, being the sweet person I was, trying to move on and accept my faults that were being commented on on a weekly basis, I can honestly say that I am the only reason Im where I am now lol. I held it all in for some reason. Now since the sweet person I was had to endure thru the world's bout with dysentery. Pretty much those close to me treated me like Charmin fam! and now im crazy! Holding in all those angry, crazy moments for the sake of avoiding drama, but never truely saying what I wanted or acting how I prolly shouldve in situations began to eat away at me, and instead of saying or doing something about it.. i held it the phuck in... until....


Until all the emotions spilled the phuck over. World, welcome to the fallout!

Not going to allow myself to be manipulated, played, shitted on, guilt tripped, whatever. That filter is pretty much gone now. I give no fuck. Period. Night out (well hr and a half lol) wit my guys makes me Hitler. OK. Going to get a friend in need makes me gay. If u say so. Dont really know what youve got till its gone. Now that its gone, the world must deal with me now, till i let that other guy come back. And theres been alot of shovel work put in so itll be a while. Yep people get back burnered which is why im defending them, rushing to their aid, or speding every waking moment with/talking to them. Maybe im crazy, it just seems that there would be no problems since in nearly 10 months theres only been like 12 days not seeing each other.

Ive been allowing things I said I wouldnt, cause I saw the bigger picture. But now its starting to overshadow all of that. Im in the wrong for that, yet when its reversed and im waiting i held my tongue lol. Goin to see a movie w/ a friend, cool. Hang with your friends, were together all the time, see your people n have fun. Until, That turns into 3 movies n food and a walking trip, yet I dont say shit and thats totally on me. I show up 4 hrs after we agreed on cause spur of the moment events are whats hot in the streets. Having 1 drink with a friend = complete alienation AND NOW I FEEL CRAZY! With each irrationality I just feel angrier and angrier and crazier and crazier, and i cant really see straight rite now... chest hurts, and im bout to Benoit someone in a sec.


Now I get it!

It really is sad that ive made such a drastic change in these past 10 months... especially in this past month and a half. It really has been downhill for me since Mid/Late June. Then this past month didnt help at all, drama, breakups, screaming, more crazy feeling, its just been bad for me. But those words of wisdom: "If you aint thought about killin a muhfukka, then you aint in love" (c) Chris Rock.

And I get it, in order to have control, you must control the situation. The easiest way, control all of the information that is being filtered in. Taylor situations to your advantage.

But maybe I went in too too open. Always keep yourself #1 cause your #2 might do just that.



But excuse my crazy rant...lol. Its just life, what fun is life if you cant lose yourself in it :)

Video: Kanye West- Champion

This is the video for "Champion" off the Graduation cd. Truth Be Told... like the olympics tie-in (with them goin on now) and the Crank Yankers feel. Overall its a good video, yo the 'Ye training montage was serious lol. Im over here dyin bout this man doin the 100m in the shades tho lol

Check it out.

Mebonics Pt.2

Well chirrens, last time I decided to end the post on calling people out on their Ducktales. Now... when given proof, or the admission of guilt, that proof then becomes...

Saying #2: Rolling That Beautiful Bean Footage.


Givin props to the originators^^

Now my usage is original. (c) Me, 2008.

The beautiful bean footage is used to prove a point, prove facts (of any kind; trivia, guilt, etc.), the proof of wrongdoings, or when people try to stunt on things they have no business stuntin to people about. So u wanna spill the beans.... so "Roll that beautiful bean footage" (c) Me.

Someone claims that they werent feelin you and yall stopped phuckin round bout 3 weeks ago... and the nigga calls Ducktales and gives proof that u were wit the nigga all of 3 days ago... he just rolled that beautiful bean footage, spilled ya beans and now u out there... (On some Bow Wow/ Dolicia ish...u really gotta stunt that hard on Lil Bow Wow?)

Again... stop w/ the Ducktales b4 u meet that Bean Footage.

Mebonics Pt.1

1st Saying:


Ever heard some shit that had u lookin like this^? Straight befuddled. Im talkin bout a story so out there, elaborate, and unnecessary that while hearing it you just gotta give the baby side eye, or once its revealed that the story was made the phuck up that upon the revelation that it was false u just gotta side eye/stank face/ice grill whoever it is that told u that bold face ass lie. (Low key: u feelin stupid for believin it as well)


"These are regular nuts? Why tell me theyre almonds? I like em both, AND im not allergic, so wtf was the point"

Welcome to the wonderful world of....


There are white lies, regular lies and ^^.

Now I recently began using this after seeing it a couple years back on the internet somewhere and figured it should be used in everyday life. Ducktales are those unbelievable stories (in the show they went to far off lands n fought dragons n swam in gold coins n shit... so those kinds of stories)

Having been on both sides of those ducktales (Not believing initially & finiding out that unnecessary shit wasnt true) all I can say are people are retarded lol. Its really like that when u gotta lie about shit that dont matter or that people know isnt true off the bat? Some half truths arent bad, some lies make u wanna fall back, Ducktales make u wanna strangle at times. Ex:

"Damn I only got $5." (He really has $8 but he wants to eat somethin later on... not that bad)

Flipside...





"I have traveled to 5234234 countries, gotten into fistfights in 122 of them and was in a gang" (Turns out aint shit of this true... other than 2 fights in HS....) WTF was the point of this... I dont care that much if uve been to other countries. Im not gonna put u on a pedestal because uve seen Canadian soil! Fuck outta heeeeeeeerrrrre. My opinion of you wouldnt change cause uve seen Canada and i havent. Fuck outta heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrre.

Im supposed to believe that u rihanna n beyonce had a 4 day long sex sammich? Fuck outta heeeeeeeeeeeeere.

Creatin shit on some Steven King, Chuck Palahniuk shit aint hot at all.

Just stop it. Cause ducktales will get u hurt. Emotionally, physically (depending on who told the tale, what tale was told, and who was the recipient of the UPS delivery of bullshit...Depending on the person, feeling like they are getting played and maybe for the rest of time really aint that business. Hangin wit ya man, but he lyin every chance he get on some dumb shit, u wont wanna hang wit his ass no more.

So if u feel someone is bold face ass lyin to the extreme on some X Games of lyin shit... call Ducktales on em... hopefully u got proof, or they confessed.. cause thats where Mebonics pt.2 comes in....

Until next time...